"don’t give up on something you can’t go a day without thinking about"
"i tend to think i am inspirational"
him.him.him.
you can put your heart out there, or keep it safe..
well what I did tonight was pretty much threw it out there. very out there.
made a lot of mistakes in the past, here and there.
i’ve been trying to make up for them, been doing the best i possibly can..
I know i’m not perfect, nor near anywhere close to being perfect.
I know i can be stubborn, selfish, moody, uncaring, self centered sometimes
but most the time im not, i’m looking out for everyone around me, tryna help em’ out
Shit aint easy everyday when you yourself aren’t feeling the best.
I actually am crazy for this one boy.
I’d do anything for him..
ya, i haven’t really hungout with him a whole lot, but damn..
I can text him all day, talk on the phone with him all night & never get bored of him.
He’s amazing in a lot of ways.
Me and him have been talking on and off for almost the past year.
now, hes got a girlfriend, and fuck… me? ya no… still single. #swag. just kidding fucking sucks ass hole.
you know……what………i am crazy about this kid. crazy .
we still talk everyday text or phone, whatever ..
however i possibly just blew it , by telling him exactly how i feel.. big mistake? i fucking hope not..
Ya, hes still “in a relationship” but.. what can i do.
hes happy.. im happy?
I’ll get over it… just can’t stop thinking… bout. him. ):
whys shit gotta be so hard… whys he gotta be going after another girll .
whys it suck that we both go to different schools so it makes it hard af to hangout..
why. must. this. happen.
I.Love.Him.
actually :(
ugh, i’ll just stop now… before i get too carried away . ^too late.
screw it..
